Monday, March 07, 2005

Nancy R. Fenn is the nation's Saturn Return Expert

Here's one of the reasons I'm so fascinated with the Saturn Return. Just as John Nash married, had a child and lost his "beautiful mind" at his Saturn Retirn, it appears that the Wichita killer Dennis Rader married, had a child and committed his first crime (not necessarily in that order) right around the time of his first Saturn Return.

Not everyone has such a negative experience at their Saturn Return but it is a time when we may experience more stress than at any other time in life. Stress can affect people in very dramatic ways, psychological stress as well as emotional, mental and physical.

More interesting perhaps, to those of us who are interested in the psychology of serial killers, is that Dennis Rader is turning 60 on March 9, a few days from now. Rader is just now experiencing his second Saturn Return, which takes places between 58-60 years old. You might say the pressure built up again and he tripped himself up to be discovered and punished. This completes a grisly 30-year cycle.

To quote from the New York Times, "Investigators say that Mr. Rader, who will turn 60 on Wednesday, almost certainly in the solitary jail cell where he has been held since he was charged last week with 10 counts of murder, is one of the nation's most notorious and elusive serial killers, the strangler who toyed with Wichita for three decades in letters and poems and packages and who long ago insisted that the public call him B.T.K., for his preferred method [of killing]: bind, torture, kill."

Rader married a nice girl in 1971. On Jan. 15, 1974, B.T.K. struck Wichita for the first time. Rader was 29, just beginning his first Saturn Return.

See RADER'S CHART and the chart at the time of the FIRST KILLING.

Rader's Saturn is at 3 degrees Saturn. Transiting Saturn first hit that degree in September 1973. It went retrograde at that degree during November and December 1973. The first killing occured in January. Also at this time Uranus was transiting opposite his Venus.

Rader's first child was born in 1975, another in 1978.

In June 2003 Saturn was again at 3 degrees of Saturn and Rader's second Saturn Return began. It was in January 2004 that the Wichita Eagle published an article on the 30th anniversary of the unsolved crimes and Rader began to more or less beg to be caught, sending letters and other clues to police that led to his arrest.

In July 2004 Saturn was on Rader's North Node.

When commiting his first crime, Pluto was almost partile (on the degree of) his Neptune. At time of arrest, Jupiter was opposing his Sun and Uranus was square his natal Uranus. I leave the transits simple because when I was learning astrology I used to hate to read long complicated minutiae about transits. I agree with Rob Hand who once said (to paraphrase): At the time of a major event, yes, this asteroid may be doing something and that asteroid may be doing something and Mercury and Mars may be flitting about but also Saturn just hit your North Node and that's the end of it.

The more astrology I know, the simpler I keep it, so I mention here only the first and second Saturn Returns which are terribly significant and a few other transits. My point in writing this article is to teach you about the kind of psychological stress people ... you, me and others ... are under during the Saturn Returns and to indicate how the dots may be connected with thirty years intervening.

In Rader's chart, the natal Mars opposition Pluto can be an indicator of rape and violence, either perpetrator or victim, but of course there are plenty of people with that placement who don't go out and B.T.K.

I hate to be prosaic about it, but this does look like he could have Scorpio Rising. If he was born shortly after midnight, how fitting, this could give him an 8th house Saturn and North Node with a 2nd house Capricorn Moon.

The profile of his crimes suggests birth trauma involving the umbilical chord. (Mars in the 3rd trine Uranus in the 7th). I'd welcome any other guesses as to the Rising sign. He certainly has the penetrating beady little eyes of a Scorp Rising -- however the neck of a Taurus rising and necks are something he was quite fond of.


Chicago, Week of April 10; New York, Week of June 6

I will be doing readings in New York City for my NY clients the week of June 6, 2005 at the New York Palace Hotel, 455 Madison Avenue. Please let me know of your possible interest in an appointment, so I can get an idea of my schedule.

Fiona, my assistant, is booking appointments for Chicago the week of April 10 -- I have a few more spots available for new clients, so please let us know as soon as possible of your interest.

Please bring friends and relatives. I would love to meet them and appreciate your confidence in referrals!


Lobby, Hotel Allegro, Chicago

Sunday, March 06, 2005

My personality is so layered I could describe it in 1,000 words ... INTP

I was always fascinated by Lincoln (an Intp), even when people came along and mentioned other, more influential historical figures. I identify with Einstein's personality and Socrates' ideas.

One thing that I think is very peculiar about me (compared to other INTPs) is that although I'm especially good at math, I hate it. It comes natural, but I just don't like it for some odd reason. Then on the other hand I am fascinated by science, yet I cannot ever seem to wholly grasp the concepts except superficially. Maybe that comes from my need to know everything before I feel I know anything about something. Hehe, cheers to you if you even understood that sentance.

Anyway, I'm very very logical but my interests lie more in the open-ended subjects rather than the systematic. Like psychology, philosophy, spirituality, literature, etc. I like concepts more than details, but I also have a need to know and understand every little detail about it too. That may sound contradicting, but let me rephrase that. I have a strong curiosity for details, but find it too tedious to be enjoyable working them all out.

My personality is so layered that I couldn't describe it in 10 words or even 1000 words. I kinda stopped caring about my personality though I pay special attention to understanding every other aspect of myself. I have a different personality for every person I meet, and I think that they are all genuinely me somehow. It is not forced, nor does it come from a desire to fit in. It comes naturally and it has puzzled me for a long time.

When I'm not with people or when I'm engaged in my thoughts however, which is as I prefer it most of the time, I can withdraw into myself for amazingly long periods of times. Sometimes I think I would lose all awareness of a world beyond my own mind if it weren't for the people who are constantly pulling me back to it.

Also, I'm horrible when it comes to time management or extended focus on something I consider unimportant. I tend to move on once I understand something, even if it's not finished. This usually means low homework grades and high test scores. Also, I would like to know if any other INTPs notice a considerably slower thinking process, albeit moderately more thorough?
From today' maibag -- INTP destined for greatness

3..4.2005 Very early on I already identified with Abraham Lincoln. Lately I have read some more on Einstein. And I certainly identify with a lot of his ideas. Socrates is also someone I identified with. Socrates is also someone I identified with.

Knowing that I am an INTP has meant a lot. It gives me a lot of inspiration to deal with the sometimes all too overwhelming outside world. The knowledge of being an INTP and knowing waht that means in respect to others is very benficial. I also think it is a personality type which peaks later in life.

Knowing that I am an INTP has meant a lot. It gives me a lot of inspiration to deal with the sometimes all too overwhelming outside world. The knowledge of being an INTP and knowing what that means in respect to others is very benficial. I also think it is a personality type which peaks later in life.

The INTP already carries the world on his shoulders at a young age. If he or she survives all the illogical and irrational actions of humanity they will be destined for greatness in later life.


-- Brendan, age 32

Saturday, March 05, 2005

ACLU Pizza I guess everybody should see this.

http://www.adcritic.com/interactive/view.php?id=5927
Uranus!


Look at those eyes ...


Anya, shown here with her mother, has been homeless in the Ukraine most of her life. Recently her mother died and she has been put in an orphanage. I am trying to find out where she is and how I can help. Would you like to help, too? Let me know and I will contact you when I find out more.
In today's mail from Saturn in Leo Land, typically ...

Dear Nancy,

I will get my finances in order and get back to you about a full reading. I am utterly torn up about my career path or what I am here to do - your site says that I am here to help my fellow earth travelers. I imagine my turmoil is simply the ole Saturn Return kicking me in the patootie. Fear and pessimism rule my every move. I know I am here to do something great but I don't know what that is or how to get there. I'm stuck in a rut and I can't find the energy to climb out and move on.

Thank you so much for the mini-reading you gave me, it was far more than I expected. I will get back to you soon.

I hope you are well. God bless you for helping all of those people that you have done readings for.

All my best, J in Denver
Thought for the Day

It's funny, I'm in the business of predicting the future and I'd be the first to say you can't whereas the people who say you can't predict the future try all the time to do it with their analyses and spread sheets and worst case scenarios.

Please quote me!

Friday, March 04, 2005

These are so sweet!


Helpdesk: What kind of computer do you have?
Customer: A white one...
******
Customer: Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out.
Helpdesk: Have you tried pushing the button?
Customer: Yes, sure, it's really stuck.
Helpdesk: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note ."
Customer: No . wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it yet.. it's still on my desk... Sorry...
******
Helpdesk: Click on the 'my computer' icon on to the left of the screen.
Customer: Your left or my left?
******
Helpdesk: Good day. How may I help you?
Male customer: Hello... I can't print.
Helpdesk: Would you click on start for me and...
Customer: Listen pal; don't start getting technical on me! I'm not
Bill Gates damn it!
******
Customer: Hi, good afternoon, this is Martha, I can't print Every time I try, it says 'Can't find printer'. I've even lifted the printer and placed it in front of the monitor, but the computer still says it can't find it...
******
Customer: I have problems printing in red...
Helpdesk: Do you have a color printer?
Customer: Aaaah...................Thank you.
******
Helpdesk: What's on your monitor now ma'am?
Customer: A teddy bear my boyfriend bought for me in the supermarket.
******
Customer: My keyboard is not working anymore.
Helpdesk: Are you sure it's plugged into the computer?
Customer: No. I can't get behind the computer.
Helpdesk: Pick up your keyboard and walk 10 paces back.
Customer: Okay.
Helpdesk: Did the keyboard come with you?
Customer: Yes.
Helpdesk: That means the keyboard is not plugged in. Is there another keyboard?
Customer: Yes, there's another one here. Ah...that one does
work!
******
Helpdesk: Your password is the small letter a as in apple, a capital letter V as in Victor, and the number 7.
Customer: Is that 7 in capital letters?
******
A customer couldn't get on the Internet:
Helpdesk: Are you sure you used the right password?
Customer: Yes I'm sure. I saw my colleague do it.
Helpdesk: Can you tell me what the password was?
Customer: Five stars.
******
Helpdesk: What anti-virus program do you use?
Customer: Netscape.
Helpdesk: That's not an anti-virus program.
Customer: Oh, sorry...Internet Explorer.
******
Customer: I have a huge problem. A friend has put a screensaver
on my computer, but every time I move the mouse it disappears.
******
Helpdesk: How may I help you?
Customer: I'm writing my first e-mail.
Helpdesk: OK, and, what seems to be the problem?
Customer: Well, I have the letter 'a' in the address, but how do I get the circle around it?


Braun Teaser:

Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono.
What is the name of the fifth daughter?


{Read it again carefully. It's mary.]

Thursday, March 03, 2005


I'll be in Chicago the week of April 11 doing readings at the Hotel Allegro on West Randolph. Please let me know if you would like to book an appointment.

Deluxe astrology and Tarot reading for one hour, includes printout of important upcoming transits: $250

Tarot reading, for all your confidential concerns: $100 for one hour.

I have a limited number of spaces available for new clients. Please contact me at info@bemyguide.net and put "Chicago" in the subject line so my staff can get back to you right away for some suggested appointment times.
From a Guardian introvert un today's mail bag who scores "9" in introversion. Notice how loving she is. We are so unfairly accused of not being loving.

Hi Nancy

Glad you enjoyed meeting my mum! At least two otherfriends now know about the site. I feel like I am'coming out'. I sat down and told one of my friends today 'I am an introvert. I need some space today.There is nothing wrong with you. There is nothing wrong with me. I love you very much. Shall we do lunch tomorrow instead? By the way - have a look at this great site. [THE INTROVERTZCOACH] Have a hug!' :-)

Then I had a wonderful walk in the spring sunshine in my lunch hour and felt my cares lift away. Still reading stuff on your site. I loved the testimonials and survey responses.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Lauren I need your email address for a wristband for Marshall.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

This is so darn funny except it's also very serious. Talking on the cell uses the left brain and driving on the freeway uses the right brain (traffic pattern). It's like rubbing your stomach and patting your head -- few can do it. Please don't endanger yourself and others.


Perhaps the greatest song ever written? A beautiful webpage. Love the web!!! ALWAYS ON MY MIND.
This is one of the best things I've read on the internet in the past 10 years. I'm so glad I was born before the artificial environment took over.

TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!

First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us.

They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing and didn't get tested for diabetes.

Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints.

We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.

As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags.

Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.

We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.

We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this.

We ate cupcakes, bread and butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!

We would leave home in the morning and play all day, as long as we were back when the streetlights came on.

No one was able to reach us all day. And we were O.K.

We would spend hours building our go-carts out of scraps and then ride down the hill, only to find out we forgot the brakes. After running into the bushes a few times, we learned to solve the problem.

We did not have Playstations, Nintendo's, X-boxes, no video games at all, no 99 channels on cable, no video tape movies, no surround sound, no cell phones, no personal computers, no Internet or Internet chat rooms..........WE HAD FRIENDS and we went outside and found them!

We fell out of trees, got cut, broke bones and teeth and there were no lawsuits from these accidents.

We made up games with sticks and tennis balls and ate worms and although we were told it would happen, we did not put out very many eyes, nor did the worms live in us forever.

We rode bikes or walked to a friend's house and knocked on the door or rang the bell, or just walked in and talked to them!

Little League had tryouts and not everyone made the team. Those who didn't had to learn to deal with disappointment. Imagine that!!

The idea of a parent bailing us out if we broke the law was unheard of. They actually sided with the law!

This generation has produced some of the best risk-takers, problem solver BR and inventors ever!

The past 50 years have been an explosion of innovation and new ideas.

We had freedom, failure, success and responsibility, and we learned HOW TO DEAL WITH IT ALL!

And YOU are one of them! CONGRATULATIONS!

You might want to share this with others who have had the luck to grow up as kids, before the lawyers and the government regulated our lives for our own good.

Kind of makes you want to run through the house with scissors, doesn't it?